Things are not going very well right now. For one, I have absolutely no money.. I don’t know how I’m going to pay rent on the 5th. I’ve been having some serious dental issues, and I’ve been going to the dentist (as I can afford to) to get that fixed.. but that is taking all the piddly little money I have. Plus, it means that my normal level of pain is now significantly higher.
I’ve spent most of the past month really depressed, to the point I can’t really function properly. I’ve been having trouble concentrating, and that’s caused me to get way behind on my current work project. I’ve been working at it this week, and I’m pretty close to having it finished.. but this was something I should have had done a month ago.
But in short, financially I’m screwed. I can’t pay my rent, nor any of my utilities, and if it wasn’t for selling some surplus computer gear the past two weeks would have been totally miserable. In short, I may be homeless in a couple of weeks.
I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do at this point. I borrowed a ton of money at the beginning of the month to try to get through, but between the depression I’ve been fighting and the pain.. it’s just too much. I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom…